Here are a few cute pictures of the kids. We went to the Library and they both had to wear these hats. Love Bubba's face and whats up with the watch on the bicept??? New style I guess?

Another pose....

I thought this picture was cute. It is at Main Street park. They have beautiful flowers.

I can't believe I am posting this picture but then.......what the heck. I'll give you all a good laugh. It is worth it.
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Don't you just love it when your daughter picks up the camera and starts to take shots of you?????? There are about 20 on my camera. REALITY CHECK. Who is that lady anyway????????? I definately don't look like that!!! ha ha ha
So, I just maybe needed to see these pictures of me because I just don't realize how bad it is. I don't know how many of you can relate to me but how did I get here and what can I do to get back. I never knew that I would struggle with my weight like I have. I didn't grow up as a overweight person. I started to gain when I started dating Jason. I have been overweight for 12 years. My 12 year wedding anniversary is coming up in 1 week. How sad for my husband to have to look at this everyday for the past 12 years. I used to be fun, energetic, outgoing, spiritual, strong, I knew who I was..... I was at church today thinking about where I am and what I have given up. I miss performing and being spiritual and being strong. I feel alone in many things spiritually. Things in my life are not what I thought they would be. I don't regret anything I have been through because I believe that trials make us stronger. But if I can't take this weight off and get back to who I am... I failed the test right? I need to overcome what is eating at me. Am I just lazy or what? Why am I accepting this? Everyday I accept this and keep eating.... Why? It just doesn't make any sense to me.
I have decided to try the early morning workout again. 5 am this week. I'll post and let you know how I do. I just need to do it long enough so I am use to it. I am not a early morning person but that can change. I really want to lose as much as I can before the Mesquite getaway with my friends. Is it possible to lose 100 pounds in 6 weeks????????? 
This is the Aleisha I miss.................... so what if I was 14. ha ha ha